Tuesday, March 28, 2017

Errors as Opportunities

This is Daisy. My miracle. When I had nearly given up hope, she made me a mother. She is beautiful, kind, courageous, and an incurable scamp. I love her the only way I know how, desperately and fiercely.
The wave monster is coming!
My love is a thing of action. I was born to do. To act. And so, on the day when my girl came home from school in tears, I was ready to verb her problem away. 

"What can Mommy do to help you?" I asked. 

She said, "Mommy, I need you to fix the world. It is so backwards."

Cue awkward, clueless silence for one moment...and then two...before I finally get it.

My Daisy is a lefty. And she's right...her world is backwards. Scissors, doorknobs, toilet paper dispensers, restaurant place settings...you name it, it is set up for the right-handed. 

After a moment of irrational planning that involved tearing down and refitting the entire world to serve my daughter, I arrived at a most unpleasant solution.

This cannot be fixed. 

So I bent down and said, "It was a hard day, wasn't it?" And then I let her cry. Because if she doesn't struggle and learn to fight her own battles, she'll never be the woman she was intended to be (Carr, 2016, 12 September). 

I think of Daisy's left-handed difficulties often at work. The relationship-building necessary to move my quality projects forward is a constant struggle. It does not come naturally to me. My default is to get the job done and say hello later (if at all). Unfortunately, like Daisy's challenge, my organization is set up for the opposite. I too must struggle to grow and learn (Carr, 2016, 12 September).

(Double Quotes, 2017)

One such struggle is permanently etched in my memory. Early in my quality career I was assigned a project focused on reversing a trend of poor outcomes. At the start, my attempt to jump in and set things right led to defensiveness on the part of the clinical teams and unchanged patient data. In hindsight, this was a huge mistake. No matter my personal preference, I must understand and tailor my approach to the rest of the team. It was not until I stepped back, listened, and allowed space for relationship that data began to improve. Though this was incredibly uncomfortable for me, I learned (the hard way) about how to get things done respectfully.


I have always admired leaders who exhibit respectful and effective management of teams. During my bedside career, one of my leaders lived her personal goal of, "Every mistake is an opportunity for learning" out loud. To this day, I watch her incredible ability to form relationships quickly while also improving care at the patient level. As I learn more about leadership, it seems that her success lies in transparency. Everyone sees her learning and growing and questioning and working through change (Porter-O'Grady & Malloch, 2015). The empowerment that stems from her example is palpable. I aspire to be this kind of motivated leader (Porter-O'Grady & Malloch, 2015).

This is in direct contrast to a previous leader, whose closed-off demeanor and unmotivated attitude seeped through the nursing unit where I practiced as a new graduate nurse. As patient acuity was increasing, this leader said things like, "We aren't going to get any more staff so we will just have to work harder and hope bad things don't happen."

Ugh. I aspire to never be this kind of unmotivated leader. We (her staff) were not ready to meet the challenge head on. We followed her lead and "did the best we could." It was difficult to be creative or try new ways to manage our complicated patients. We needed a leader to help us rise to the occasion, but all we got was a fellow grumbler (Porter-O'Grady & Malloch, 2015).

(Quote Fancy, 2017)


Dr. Atul Gawande, a surgeon and healthcare thought leader, discussed this need for change-ready healthcare professionals in a 2012 TED Talk (Gawande, 2012). In the talk, Dr. Gawande addressed major issues (variable quality, high cost, fragmentation) in healthcare today and advocated strongly for a new, team-based system that leverages good ideas from other high-risk industries and prizes collaboration (Gawande, 2012). In the current state, so much of the care happens in isolated siloes controlled by independent professionals without the tools or leadership to achieve patient-centered integration through the continuum. Successful overhaul of American healthcare requires a systems-based, data-driven, coordinated change effort led by motivated leaders (Porter-O'Grady & Malloch, 2015). Without this approach, Dr. Gawande's vision will remain unrealized.

An additional critical aspect of healthcare transformation is Just Culture (Dekker, 2013, 29 May). Just Culture focuses on the systems-level and views errors as learning opportunities (Dekker, 2013, 29 May). It is important to note that Just Culture organizations continue to hold staff accountable for individual behavior and willful choices (Dekker, 2013, 29 May). Most of my work is driven by systems-level thinking and process improvement, and my organization has a healthy Just Culture in place. However, in my experience there are still small pockets of staff that hesitate to report near misses or errors. I have learned that many of these staff members had been "burned" in the past by a previous leader or organization. This experience lives on through fear of retribution despite the current supportive environment.  So far, the only effective intervention for this seems to be continued engagement and "living out" the Just Culture. One very public example lies in Dr. Brian Goldman's courage in admitting his mistakes via a TED Talk (Goldman, 2012, 29 January). Dr. Goldman's transparent admission must be replicated over and over to help healthcare talk about error. We cannot begin to make things right unless we know what goes wrong (Goldman, 2012, 29 January).

(Freeduh, 2011)


Mandatory reporting facilitates Just Culture to a certain degree. In Washington State, healthcare facilities are required to report all occurrences of events designated as Serious Reportable Events (SREs) by the National Quality Form (NQF) (Revised Code of Washington, 2017). Each report must contain a systems-level root cause analysis and action plan. It is not sufficient to terminate the person or persons involved in the error (Revised Code of Washington, 2017). Though disciplinary action may be appropriate, this process forces organizations to not only track important data, but also evaluate errors from a systems perspective (Porter-O'Grady & Malloch, 2015). I am very familiar with the process at my organization due to my role in quality. We use a multi-disciplinary approach led by Patient Safety Specialists to understand opportunities and implement corrective action. It is worth reiterating that the Just Culture at my organization facilitates this team-based, systems-level approach. It is possible that Mandatory Reporting in a more punitive organization may be less effective at promoting Just Culture principles.

Dr. Pat Ebright, a nursing thought leader, devoted part of her career to understanding the kind of leadership that both healthcare and nursing needs to move forward (Ebright, 2010, 2 February). Dr. Ebright's views on nurse staffing as more than just nurse bodies and patient census is becoming embedded at my organization. As a part of my quality data, I track turnover and skill mix in addition to hours per patient day, and graph these metrics with nursing indicators such as falls and pressure injuries. In addition, leaders understand the impact of acuity, churn, and nursing experience on patient care; however it is very difficult to operationalize a staffing model to address these complex factors. A few units such as critical care and step down have acuity-based models that account for nurse experience, but this has been difficult to spread to the medical surgical settings where acuity is more difficult (and less objective). Despite this challenge, the nursing leadership is very flexible, motivated, and systems-focused. Several new models are being trialed including post-residency seminars and a twelve-month mentoring program for new graduate nurses. I look forward to seeing how this leader attitude, skill set, and willingness to try a different approach further translates into innovative staffing and staff support models (Porter-O'Grady & Malloch, 2015).

(Only a Nurse, 2017)

In my organization, Dr. Ebright's thoughts on the blunt end/sharp end framework are well known among quality professionals (Ebright, 2010, 2 February). One leader's interpretation of this structure is very useful as I work to resolve safety issues, "Do not allow the blunt end to dictate everything the sharp end must do. Those at the sharp end know the work best, and therefore are uniquely positioned to have new, better, effective ideas." This ties in closely with how experienced nurses manage the complexity of their day via stacking, peeking, and prioritizing (Ebright, 2010, 2 February). As a member of the blunt end, I cannot predict how a practice change could affect the nurse and the patient. The first example that comes to mind is documentation. Many times a suggested change involves either altered or new nursing charting. It is critical to involve nurses in the design as only they know what "makes sense" from a practical, patient-focused perspective (Ebright, 2010, 2 February). I have learned first-hand that missing the nursing involvement step leads to less-than-effective implementation. A quality co-worker of mine with many years of experience called the negative effects of blunt end-driven interventions, "unintended consequences." Thankfully despite my place at the blunt end, my peeking skills remain intact (Ebright, 2010, 2 February)! The ability to read the hospital unit by simply walking down the hall is priceless for a quality professional. It answers questions like, "Is now a good time to talk to staff about improvement work?" Many times giving a busy, high-acuity unit an hour or two to "settle" makes conversation and staff engagement easier. My goal is to avoid being "just another interruption" in a long shift. Just as I live out change and transparency, I must also model ways to facilitate a healthy patient care environment (Porter-O'Grady & Malloch, 2015). Showing staff that I respect workflow by minimizing non-urgent interruptions is simple, and reinforces similar behavior modeled by nursing leaders. As my patient relations colleague says, "We are always on stage, so make your work shine."

Lastly, the move towards value-based purchasing is positive, and may partially facilitate a better system for our patients (Porter-O'Grady & Malloch, 2015). However, as I have learned in my personal work, it is incredibly hard to measure value (or anything else in healthcare). Do the outcomes we are measuring actually mean something? For example, overall hospital mortality is considered a "big dot" metric, and decreasing mortality is generally seen as an indicator of value. However, for patients with terminal illness, is the value really based in prolonging life (and improving mortality)? Or is it better to have timely end-of-life discussions that focus on quality, comfort, dignity, and patient choice (potentially increasing the mortality rate)? I do not know the answers, but at a basic level I am glad we are at least making an effort. As a quality professional who is deeply passionate about measuring, I look forward to being included in the discussion.

The best thing about nursing is the opportunity to grow and learn with patients and colleagues. As a more experienced nurse in a position of informal leadership, it is my responsibility to show others Just Culture, change readiness, and transparency through everyday actions. The expectations are high, but so are the rewards.

(Body Mind Success, 2017)

References

Body Mind Success (2017). Walk the talk. Retrieved from http://bodymindsuccess.com/do-you-walk-the-talk

Carr, J.L. (2016, 12 September). A secret to parenting that no one tells you: The strength is in the struggle [Blog post]. Retrieved from http://annvoskamp.com/2016/09/a-secret-to-parenting-that-no-one-tells-you-the-strength-is-in-the-struggle/

Dekker, S. [Erik Sibla]. (2013, 29 May). Sidney Dekker: Just culture (Full lecture). [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gKqYMpWZbV8

Double Quotes (2017). C.S. Lewis quotes. Retrieved from http://www.doublequotes.net/quotes/c-s-lewis-quotes-experience-that-most-brutal-of-teachers-but-you-learn-my-god-do-you-learn

Ebright, P. [mentorsgallery]. (2010, 2 February). Pat Ebright: Blunt end versus sharp end. [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dv1BP9BGPWg

Ebright, P. [mentorsgallery]. (2010, 2 February). Pat Ebright: Stacking. [Video file]. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IVHbty3iI9k

Ebright, P. [mentorsgallery]. (2010, 2 February). Pat Ebright: Complex adaptive systems theory. [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VNFFEJqz9YA

Freeduh (2011). Our company's new transparency policy. Retrieved from http://www.freeduh.com/2011/10/20/our-companys-new-transparency-policy/

Gawande, A. [TED2012]. (2012). Atul Gawande: How do we heal medicine? [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.ted.com/talks/atul_gawande_how_do_we_heal_medicine

Goldman, B. [TED Talks]. (2012, 15 January). Doctors make mistakes: Can we talk about that? [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gKqYMpWZbV8

Only a Nurse (2017). Humor. Retrieved from http://www.onlyanurse.com/humor-1/kindalikeadoctor

Porter-O’Grady, T. & Malloch, K. (2015). Quantum Leadership: Building better partnerships for sustainable health (4th ed.). Sudbury, MA: Jones & Bartlett.

Quote Fancy (2017). Five wallpapers. Retrieved from https://quotefancy.com/quote/33296/Antoine-de-Saint-Exup-ry-If-you-want-to-build-a-ship-don-t-drum-up-the-men-to-gather-wood

Revised Code of Washington (2017). Revised Code of Washington 70.56.020. Retrieved from http://app.leg.wa.gov/RCW/default.aspx?cite=70.56.020

Wednesday, March 22, 2017

Understanding Personality and Preferences

Quiet awaits...

I am an incurable introvert. I love thick books, the crashing breath of the sea, and the quiet hours of the night. Small talk is my nemesis. Put me on stage in front of a thousand people and I won't break a sweat. Ask me to mingle, or network, or make friends...and I am frozen solid. And not in the singing snowman kind of way.

The other parts of my personality feel less overwhelming. As an "architect", or INTJ, I am an introverted thinker who loves to ask why. I fall on the more assertive side of the spectrum, which means when I have something to say, I'm not afraid to spit it out. After first receiving the INTJ label in high school, it has consistently popped up every time I take the test. This latest round (only a few days ago) was no exception. I took the test, and was once again the same as always. This personality fits me well, and after many years of struggle I wear it proudly. 

 (Flickriver, 2010, 12 September)
For a long time, being an INTJ was a challenge. My school was not built for introvert success (Cain, 2012, 2 March). I longed to be open, bubbly, and less awkward in conversation (three goals I have yet to achieve). Similar to Susan Cain's experience, my book-reading, quiet habits were seen as odd and anti-social (Cain, 2012, 2 March). Ms. Cain's recent stance on the positives of introverts resonates deeply, and I sincerely hope that tomorrow's introverted child will be prized for his or her uniqueness instead of chastised for a lack of social skills.

I lead multidisciplinary teams in my current role, and use Ms. Cain's suggestions to help guide my team management strategy. As a fellow introvert, I work hard to create space for everyone to think and speak while balancing the extrovert's need for stimulation (Cain, 2012, 2 March). I am confident in my ability to manage this balance within the team context, but learned quite recently that I still have room to grow. Early in the year, a new co-worker joined my office. At the time I was thrilled. Two months into her tenure, I started looking for another job. I was at the end of my rope. She drove me crazy.
Introvert fashion accessory! (Ear muffs, 2017)

Thankfully, before I quit the solution came to me one early morning on the treadmill. Ah-ha! My new co-worker is an extreme extrovert. She talks all the time. She talks all the time because she needs stimulation to feel alive...and it was killing me. That very day I spoke with my manager who was able to arrange a separate, private office for part of the work week. Due to this timely intervention my sanity is again intact and my co-worker and I are getting along just fine. I only wish I had realized this weeks earlier. Why was I looking for a new job when all I needed was a little space? This experience highlighted the need for self-awareness in a world full of human interaction. As I watched Ms. McHugh's presentation on this very topic, I realized that both my co-worker and I have the right to be our true selves (McHugh, 2013, 15 February). The world needs both my quiet thoughtfulness and her bright kindness. It is up to each of us to model our true self every day and allow others the space to do the same (McHugh, 2013, 15 February). In my previous experience as a leader I found that it was also helpful to talk about the true self, calling out uniqueness and how it positively contributes to good patient care. As I strive to honor others every day, some wisdom from my dad plays on repeat, "Remember that Jesus died for him (or her) too."

(QuoteHD, 2017)


This experience ties in nicely with the topic of conflict resolution. As an INTJ, I tend to stew over problems until a suitable solution presents itself (as happened in the situation described above). At that point, my natural tendency is to communicate the solution bluntly as if the problem is solved. This technique works well with my manager, who is also an INTJ. Unfortunately, the INTJ personality is quite rare so this strategy is absolutely ineffective the majority of the time (16Personalities, 2017).  I, and other introverted leaders, must work tirelessly to ensure extroverts have the space to talk through problems in a stimulating environment. Conversely, I always appreciate my extroverted colleagues' efforts to intentionally create quiet time (Cain, 2012, 2 March). As Ms. Caspersen discusses, conflict is a not a problem to solve, but rather a place to start (Caspersen, 2015, 13 July). Healthcare needs nimble, savvy leaders who leverage conflict to improve outcomes (Porter-O'Grady & Malloch, 2015). We must individualize our approach to our colleagues just as we individualize care to the patient. This is difficult to achieve, especially on days that are already full of stimulation. The most helpful tip I received was from a Human Resources colleague, who said, "My first responsibility is not to myself. It is to the patient." Keeping this simple 'why' in mind is the best way for me to stay centered. As discussed earlier, management of conflict resolution must begin with the leader understanding his or her self.  This awareness coupled with cultivation of an open, honest, and curious mind has the potential to move the leader's skills forward (Campbell & Clarke, 2015, 13 July).

In a recent Ted Talk, Mr. Semler discusses his unorthodox, democratic company structure (Semler, 2015, 10 February). This style, although very unique, meshes well with the aforementioned individualized personality-conscious approach to leadership. Although many of Mr. Semler's ideas may not work in the highly regulated healthcare environment, the spirit of giving staff creative space remains valid. It is valuable to take a step back and evaluate the healthcare workplace. Which rules are absolutely necessary? How can nurses be allowed the freedom to grow, learn, and own their profession (Porter-O'Grady & Malloch, 2015)? As Mr. Gutsche suggests, companies (healthcare included) die when 'business as usual' becomes the strategy (Gutsche, 2015, 5 March). It is necessary to take risks and capitalize on new, innovative ideas. Where does the healthcare leader begin? Ms. Ledgerwood's advice becomes particularly helpful at this point. Working hard to stay positive in the face of negative experiences (regulatory restrictions and resource limitations) is a critical component of forward motion (Ledgerwood, 2013, 22 June). As an eternal pessimist, this advice is hard to hear and harder to implement. I must continue to both know myself and learn how to grow past those qualities that hinder progress.

Soul Print Path (2017)

Leadership is incredibly complex. Though I have no direct reports, my leadership abilities (and challenges) have widespread and often unpredictable effects. For example, when I am able to effectively engage an extroverted colleague during a meeting, this affects not only the outcome of the meeting but also forms the foundation for a long-term professional relationship. Successful quality work is built on such relationships, and therefore one interaction has the potential to influence my effectiveness for months (or even years).  This web of human relationships and its effects on outcomes is a great example of complexity science where the sum (a group of unconnected interactions or partnerships) is still somehow less than the whole (self-propagating organizational culture) (Ebright, 2010, 2 February). All in all, viewing day-to-day interpersonal and leadership interactions from the systems level increases my personal drive to improve.

In summary, the relationship-based style of leadership that my job requires is less Industrial-Age and more Digital-Age (Porter-O'Grady & Malloch, 2015). I must engage each stakeholder in the way that fits his or her personality, and leverage uniqueness to achieve cost-effective results. It is not enough to dictate. Leadership is a participation sport (Porter-O'Grady & Malloch, 2015). Only through self-awareness and modeling does the leader inspire and drive change.  The team is watching, and nobody wants to follow a leader who fails to 'walk the talk' (Porter-O'Grady & Malloch, 2015).

Gandalf gets it right (Hypable, 2014, 3 January)


References

16Personalities. (2017). Architect personality (INTJ). Retrieved from https://www.16personalities.com/intj-personality

Campbell, C.M. & Clarke, S. [TEDx Talks]. (2015, 13 July). Conflict: Use it, don't defuse it. [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o97fVGTjE4w

Cain, S. [TED]. (2012, 2 March). The power of introverts. [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c0KYU2j0TM4

Caspersen, D. [TEDx Talks]. (2015, 13 July). Conflict is a place of possibility. [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WfQeH3092Sc

Ebright, P. [mentorsgallery]. (2010, 2 February). Complex adaptive system theory. [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VNFFEJqz9YA

Ear muff photos (2017). Ear muffs. Retrieved from https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwjb9u7O5OvSAhWph1QKHZ0aA_QQjRwIBw&url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.pinterest.com%2Falyssaboivin%2Fear-muffs%2F&psig=AFQjCNGH6VbgUnUBIG0GiIQxv24YUmKOrg&ust=1490329611735555

Flickriver (2010, 12 September). Emily Dickinson quote. Retrieved from http://www.flickriver.com/photos/a_hrefhttps06flagcountercommoremjaimg_srchttps06flagcountercomcountmjabgfffffftxt000000bordercccccccolumns6maxflags25viewers0labels0_altfree_counters_border0a/5054568533/

Gutsche, J. [Trend Hunter]. (2015, 5 March). Better and faster. [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFshvhzcCVw

Hypable (2014, 3 January). 10 J.R.R. Tolkien, LOTR, hobbit quotes from middle earth to live by. Retrieved from http://www.hypable.com/j-r-r-tolkien-quotes-birthday-lotr/

Ledgerwood, A. [TEDx Talks]. (2013, 22 June). Getting stuck in the negatives (and how to get unstuck). [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7XFLTDQ4JMk

McHugh, C. [TEDx Talks]. (2013, 15 February). The art of being yourself. [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=veEQQ-N9xWU


Porter-O’Grady, T. & Malloch, K. (2015). Quantum Leadership: Building better partnerships for sustainable health (4th ed.). Sudbury, MA: Jones & Bartlett.

QuoteHD (2017). Conflict quotes. Retrieved from https://www.quotehd.com/Quotes/Words/Conflict/12_25

Semler, R. [TED]. (2015, 10 February). Ricardo Semler: Radical wisdom for a company, a school, a life. [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k4vzhweOefs

Soul Print Path (2017). Einstein quote. Retrieved from https://www.pinterest.com/pin/182184747401672123/

Wednesday, March 8, 2017

Understanding My Why

(Deviant Art, 2017)

I worked as a nurse's aide through high school and college. At age sixteen I stumbled into the job after trying (and strongly disliking) the other two main options in my hometown; babysitting and bagging groceries. In college I first pursued pre-med, assuming that I would go on to be a doctor. I took classes full time and continued working in long term care. All was going well until a thirty second conversation in the course of a long term care shift derailed my plans.

As I entered a room, the nurse walked by and casually mentioned that, "I forgot to tell you. That resident is hospice now." I immediately asked what that meant, to which the nurse replied, "There is nothing more that medicine can do for her. She's going to die." 

Caring for the dying was not new to me, but the nurse's blunt manner caught me off guard. I blurted out something along the lines of, "That's horrible. So she's just going to lay there and we do nothing?"

The nurse (whose name I cannot remember) walked slowly up to me and said softly, "There's nothing that medicine can do for her. But I'm a nurse. You and I will keep her warm and clean and dry. We will turn her and make sure she isn't having pain. And when the end comes one of us will hold her hand so she isn't alone."

At that moment I fell hard and fast for nursing. To this day the nurse's words play in my head, narrating my 'why'. Nursing is about being with the patient in moments where that is the only intervention (Swanson, 1991). Nursing is independent and valuable. Nursing is the whole person and not just the diagnosis.
(Lifehack Quotes, 2017)

In my current role, I no longer practice at the bedside. Instead, I am responsible for oversight of several nursing quality indicators and have the privilege of advocating for nursing throughout the organization. This data-heavy complex position fits with my love of numbers and drive to measure the value of good nursing care (instead of the absence of bad outcomes). Those that know me best would say that I care fiercely while constantly challenging 'the way things are'. They would also say that I am not good at sitting still or making small talk. There's always room to improve, although I am pretty sure that I will never master small talk.

I am incredibly lucky to have this great opportunity at work and a strong family at home. I love the life I have. My only regret is the amount of hours I have to spend sleeping. There's so much that I don't want to miss!
My wonderful family doing what we love best...hanging out in the mountains.
Why can't we figure out how to all look at the camera at the same time?

My organization believes strongly in a 'why'-based culture. I was required to watch Simon Sinek's presentation several years ago, and I have found in practical application that communicating the 'why' works (Sinek, 2009, 28 September). Nurses are constantly being asked to incorporate new things into a day that is already brimming. Telling them to do something usually does not stick (Porter-O'Grady & Malloch, 2015). However, talking with them about the foundational 'why' and tying it to the patient almost always generates better results. Steve Jobs and Michael Jr. agree that a deeper understanding of the path gets you to a more interesting destination (Jr., 2015, September 10). Mr. Job's presentation resonated in a different way as well. His capacity to be present and contribute in a meaningful way despite his terminal illness brings me back to my personal 'why' (Jobs, 2008, 7 March).

Dr. Porter-O'Grady's presentation on leadership was new to me. Many of his insightful thoughts such as the critical need to give decision-making power back to bedside nursing reinforced my current practice. I loved that he, as a nurse executive, argued that if the Chief Nursing Officer (CNO) needed to endorse a decision made by a nurse practice council the CNO must go to the council and not the other way around. Lastly, one phrase made it to my office's inspirational thought board. According to Dr. Porter-O'Grady, there cannot be accountability without ownership (Porter-O'Grady, 2016, 23 April). As a clinical quality professional, this challenged me to re-think the way I look at nursing outcomes. Do bedside nurses have the tools and support they need to own their own work? If not, I need to do something different. In my experience with nursing today, we are a long way from that ownership. 

Dr. Porter-O'Grady's thoughts paired nicely with John Maxwell's five levels of leadership. I was relieved to see that much of Mr. Maxwell's focus was not on positional leaders. I do not currently have any direct reports, but I am expected to lead multidisciplinary teams and get systems-level results. My biggest learning was the lack of an 'official' leader title is no excuse for poor leadership skills (The John Maxwell Company, 2016)! In reviewing the American Nurses Association (ANA) leadership competencies, many apply to me and my role. I struggle with the business and financial aspects of healthcare, and must seek out opportunities to learn and grow in these areas (ANA, 2016). In general, I have many opportunities to learn and grow as a leader, and I am grateful for the many smart and articulate professionals who share their expertise. 

I became a nurse because I wanted to help, even when helping meant being with someone at the moment of their death. This is my 'why'. As a leader it is my responsibility to connect other nurses with their 'why' and leverage that power to improve patient outcomes.

Swanson's Theory of Caring outlines the importance of 'being with' patients (Swanson, 1991).


References

American Nurses Association (2016). Nursing Administration: Scope and standards of practice (2nd ed.). Silver Spring, MD: ANA. 

Deviant Art (2017). Until the very end. Retrieved from http://extraordi-mary.deviantart.com/art/DH-Until-the-Very-End-203834701

Porter-O'Grady, T. [AONE Nurse Leader]. (2016, 23 April). AONE thought leader: Tim Porter-O'Grady. [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ytAV0jcIVPc

Porter-O’Grady, T. & Malloch, K. (2015). Quantum Leadership: Building better partnerships for sustainable health (4th ed.). Sudbury, MA: Jones & Bartlett.

Jobs, S. [Stanford]. (2008, 7 March). Steve Job's 2005 Stanford commencement address. [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UF8uR6Z6KLc

Jr, M. [Scott Habeeb]. (2015, September 10). Michael Jr: Know your why. [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZe5y2D60YU

Lifehack Quotes. (2017). Florence Nightingale. Retrieved from http://quotes.lifehack.org/quote/florence-nightingale/were-there-none-who-were-discontented-with/

Sinek, S. [TEDx Talks]. (2009, 28 September). Start with why: How great leaders inspire action. [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u4ZoJKF_VuA

Swanson, K.M. (1991).  Empirical development of a middle range theory of caring.  Nursing
Research, (40)3, 161-166.

The John Maxwell Company (2016). The five levels of leadership. Retrieved from http://www.johnmaxwell.com/blog/5-levels-of-leadership